confessions
There’s a pain that cuts through deep…
Listen to my innermost thoughts as I weep
I take them with me as I sleep.
Confessions
We all have untold stories, here’s a part of mine:
"How pathetic am I, to loose myself to you with a mere smile?"
But….
I can’t help it, can I?
I never asked for any of this in the 1st place.
It took a split second to be pushed off the verge of the cliff,
Now, I am feeble as I fall…
I await for the moment of hitting the ground
For only then will I find solace
When I hear the last fragment of delusions smashed into nothingness.
Will you ease the pain if you somehow knew?
I wonder….
Can you perhaps break me apart a bit more to make me numb?
Or can you shatter my shattered dreams?
Just go now, turn around and leave me in vain.
I would have gambled risking everything on the line…
But this game has already been decided even before I was chosen to play
Driven by a cruel cycle of fate…
I see a sinister grin so familiar from a distance.
Yes… I lost sensibility at the site of you.
And in this empty night, I bear with this spellbinding desire.
A forbidden feeling I dare not speak of aloud…
I let it consume and torment me as I burn.
"Without making a fuss. For soon, this should burn me into nullity
and dust."
February 22nd, 2007 at 7:45 am
wow.. profound..
and i thought you lost your heart bitter hopeless romantic.. hah!
i-add na para mabasa na nya. hahahaha >:)
February 22nd, 2007 at 10:56 pm
oh my gosh…. O_o no, no, no, NO x 1,000 times
me a hopeless romantic? no again for a thousand and one times. nag aartista lang ako eh. =P
February 23rd, 2007 at 5:11 am
asows gumaganun pa.. XD
uyyyy.. HAHHAHAHA
February 23rd, 2007 at 7:30 am
profound as in weird…? nyahaha.
this is why i’m saving my angst. i need to bottle up my feelings so i can let it out through something like this.
although as you’ve said it’s weird. ^-^ siguro autistic ako haha
May 22nd, 2007 at 8:32 am
Somehow I hate to speak my heart too.. truth hurts..
http://ibrahim87.blogs.friendster.com/rindu_padi_dibuai_bayu/
June 7th, 2007 at 8:03 pm
hmmm… does it seem that painful? aww….
anyway, even if it hurts we just have to accept life and it’s not so funny jokes as they are.
as they say, what doesn’t kill us will make us stronger and better persons. although i still need time to figure out if the saying is really true.
thanks ibrahim.
July 24th, 2007 at 11:42 pm
well, it was poetic! It was emotional and vivid!
But I wasn’t able to see “what” the confession was…other than that you are in love.
drop by…
http://lordamiah.blogs.friendster.com/show_me_the_way/
October 7th, 2007 at 10:28 am
Hmmm…. Thanks.
Sorry if it didn’t make sense. I guess the only persons who can tell what it’s about are people who talk to me.
^-^
November 28th, 2007 at 2:44 am
hehe nosebleed
December 23rd, 2007 at 11:42 pm
ganun talaga… no sweat just blood. ^_^